«§£ ■:te Z\()r, A- AIM ()l li I'OI IAI lgfc-*~v >v () I III E HUMAN M A N I ) S / I ^ t I P-H"////,//// S. Burroughs fer#iYLEARY CHEDEUC fa ft- O III I ;« I praise for Timothy Leary's Psychedelic Prayers "The most witty of all Oriental mystics translated by the funniest of all American philosophers, who could ask for anything more? Lao Tse and Tim Leary fit together so well I almost believe in reincarnation." —ROBERT ANTON WILSON 0 0 0 "As a luminous trajectory, starting fromTao wisdom of the 6th Century BC and landing in the American scene as it enters the 21st Century, Psychedelic Prayers presents us with visions and choices we can no long ignore." —LAURA HUXLEY 0 0 0 "Psychedelic Prayers is perhaps the best-loved among Leary's many books, and occupies a unique place in psychedelic literature." — MICHAEL HOROWITZ 0 0 0 "Two of my 'oldest' friends: Lao Tse and Timothy, deep in conversation, speak with one voice." —RAM DASS Tim^tfiYLEABY OIEDElic ar ofHEi^niEDifAttons Introduction Ralph Metzner Bibliographical Preface Michael Horowitz Preface Rosemary Woodruff Leary RONIN PUBLISHING Berkeley California USA Psychedelic Prayers and Other Meditations ISBN: 0-914171-84-4 Copyright ©1997 by the Futique Trust Published by Ronin Publishing P.O.Box 1035 Berkeley, CA 94701 www.roninpub.com www.leary.com All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without written permission from the publisher, except for the inclusion of brief quotations in a review. Originally published as Psychedelic Monograph II by Poets Press Library of Congress Catalog Card Number 66-23650 Copyright ©1966 by Timothy Leary Project Editors: Sebastian Orfali & Beverly Potter Manuscript Editors: Michael Horowitz, Ralph Metzner, Rosemary Woodruff Leary Copy Editor: Dan Joy Cover Design: Brian Groppe Book Design: Judy July Production & Pre-Press: Generic Type Art, Illustrations, Photos: Page border from wood box edition which apprears on Dedication page, and as vignettes throughout this edition by Michael Green. Photos on pages 11, 12 & 126 by Peter Gould. Photo on page 30 by Robert Altman. Illustration on page 118 by Bill Ogden. tABLE of corrf Errf s Introduction by Ralph Metzner 9 Bibliographical Preface by Michael Horowitz 23 Preface by Rosemary Woodruff Leary 31 Foreword by Timothy Leary 35 PART I Prayers for Preparation 45 PART II The Experience of Elemental Energy 53 PART III The Experience of Seed-Cell Energy 65 PART IV The Experience of Neural Energy 81 PART V The Experience of the Chakras 89 PART VI Re-entry: The Experience of the Imprinted World ... 97 Poems on the Conduct of Life 117 with Rosemary Woodruff Leary Homage to the Awe-full Seer 125 Notes 133 Index According to the Tao Te Ching 139 Ralph Metzner with Nanette and Timothy Leary at the Taj Mahal, 1965. infRpDvcTion RALPH METZNER The first time I heard Tim Leary broach the idea of adapting the Tao Te Ching as a guide-book for psychedelic sessions was in Zihuatanejo, in the summer of 1962, during our first inten- sive retreat devoted to the exploration and mapping of the unusual states of consciousness opened up by psychedelics.We were work- ing on the adaptation of the Tibetan Book of the Dead as a manual for psy- chedelic sessions that was later published as The Psychedelic Experience. In that text, Tim explained, the main teaching was to recognize the beautiful and horrible visions that one encountered, what the Bardo Thbdol called the "peaceful and wrathful deities," as emanations or projections of one's own mind. With such recognition, triggered by the spoken words of the guide, one could avoid grasping for the beauties and fleeing from the terrors, stay centered and have a reasonable chance of making it through the experience to a balanced re-entry or "rebirth." Summing up the basic advice repeated many times throughout this guidebook, we would tell psychedelic voyagers to "relax and float down stream." In one of our discussions Tim said that after we produced the Tibetan Book of the Dead manual, we would adapt the Tao Te Ching, which he considered a spiritually more advanced text. The book's essen- tial teaching, for all of life, was to be like water ... to keep flowing. This was my introduction to the teachings of Taoism, as the work on the Tibetan Book of the Dead was my introduction to Buddhism. Both have remained treasured parts of my life ever since. Neither my undergradu- ate education at Oxford nor the psychology graduate program at Harvard had included any exposure to Eastern philosophies or religion. So it was with a great deal of intellectual excitement that I started to delve into these texts, both of which are among the pre-eminent classics of the world's spiritual literature. I believe my experience also paralleled that of Leary. A psychologist highly trained and skilled in the Western methods of scientific research, he felt affirmed in his spiritual approach to psychedelic experiences by iO PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY the discovery of these ancient spiritual writings. Their essential message, once freed from the prevailing cultural symbolism, was fully consistent with the insights coming from psychedelic experiences. Psychedelic drugs and plants are catalysts for transcendent experiences — or they can be, given the appropriate preparation, attitude, and context (the "set and setting," in Leary's felicitous phrase). The Asian spiritual texts are centrally concerned with transcen- dence, with learning to go beyond the ego-centered perspectives of ordinary human consciousness, beyond the dualities of right and wrong, and with becoming liberated from the fears and cravings that character- ize human existence. For the traditional Asian religious teachers, the method of attaining such liberating transcendence was not psychedelics but meditation. Their goal, however, was essentially the same as that of spiritually oriented psychedelic explorers. The period of the early sixties, when these explorations of con- sciousness and rediscoveries of ancient spiritual traditions were being made, was a time of extraordinary excitement and challenge for Leary, Alpert, myself, and the other psychologists of the Harvard project. Unimaginable potentials for human transformation were seemingly being opened up. Along with repeated experiences of transcendent states of consciousness through psychedelics, we were experiencing a transcen- dence of the usual framework of life in an academic institution. In 1962, Leary and Alpert were dismissed from Harvard, my graduate studies were completed, and the psychedelic research project that was initiated there had to find a new home. None of us were particularly disappoint- ed or hurt by this apparent disgrace. As Tim was to say, it was as "unrea- sonable to expect a university to sponsor research in psychedelics as it would be to expect the Vatican to sponsor research in aphrodisiacs." The research and explorations of consciousness continued unabated: at first with a training seminar in Zihuatanejo (which ended with our group being expelled from Mexico) and then (after unsuccessful attempts to continue the seminar in two Caribbean islands) in a magnif- icent mansion owned by the Hitchcock brothers in Millbrook, New York. In the late summer of 1963, a group of about a dozen of us, including Tim and his two children Susan and Jack, Dick Alpert, my wife Susan and myself, and several others, convened in Millbrook and hunkered down for the fall and winter. Having been rebuffed in our INTRODUCTION ♦ RALPH METZNER // The Millbrook Big House in 1965, at the time the Psychedelic Prayers were written. attempts to establish a public psychedelic research center that would make these extraordinary new tools accessible to anyone with a respon- sible attitude, we decided to retreat and concentrate on writing and lec- turing and our own personal work of transformation using psychedelics and meditation. It was a time of great creative fervor for all of us, but especially for Leary. Many papers describing our work were written, lectures given, conference presentations made. The Psychedelic Experience was published in early 1964. 1 continued to edit and publish the Psychedelic Review, with the assistance of Paul Lee and Rolf von Eckartsberg.We started to give workshops, in which altered states of consciousness and changes in perception were induced without chemical means. We called ourselves the Castalia Foundation, after the mystical retreat center in Hermann Hesse's novel The Glass Bead Game. 12 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Leary in Millbrook, 1966, with the psychedelic dog, Fang, and Diane di Prima's daughter, Jeanne. Our experiences in Mexico and the Caribbean, as well as in earlier group experiences when we were still at Harvard, had brought us right up against some very heavy barriers to communication and coopera- tion— -jealousy, possessiveness, competitiveness, envy, and so forth. There were also experiences of feeling a warm inclusive unity and non-posses- sive love for all beings. However, after these experience wore off, the pre-imprinted feelings of the normal personality returned, made perhaps more acutely uncomfortable by the memory of the free consciousness experienced under the drug. The higher, more unified level of con- sciousness could not be maintained. We saw how we were trapped by ancient patterns of conditioning. Perhaps naively, we wanted to see if we could override them by consciously and intentionally choosing to do so. We began a series of small group experiments in non-possessive relationships, which were INTRODUCTION «■ RALPH METZNER 13 mostly abandoned after a couple of weeks as being too artificial. Out of all this, however, came some powerful learning and much laughter at the ridiculousness of our preconditioned attitudes and habits and the diffi- culty of escaping from them. Tim Leary's leadership style in these situa- tions was light, humorous, and very engaging. Dick Alpert too had a great sense of humor and told fantastically intriguing stories of his adventures on the lecture circuit. The jazz musician Maynard Ferguson, together with his wife Flo and their three children, lived in the house as well. We all became very close. When we were not working on writing, lecturing or giving work- shops, or trying to free our interpersonal relationships from pre- imprinted possessive conditioning, we spent time working on the fan- tastic grounds of the three thousand acre estate, clearing shrubbery and building little retreat centers and hermit's nooks. I remember winter walks in the moonlight, when the only sound was the crunching of our boots in the snow. One crisp, cold day in November 1963 we got the synchronistic news: Aldous Huxley, the wise elder of the psychedelic movement, had died, and had taken a dose of LSD to facilitate the final journey; and on the same day, John F. Kennedy, our charismatic presi- dent, was assassinated in Dallas. This was a low body-blow to the collec- tive American psyche — a sudden loss of innocence and idealism, and an ominous foreboding to those involved in the movement for the libera- tion of consciousness. During the spring and summer of 1964 the Millbrook group con- tinued their psychedelic explorations, creative writing projects, garden- ing, and connecting with artists, musicians, philosophers, researchers, journalists. Ken Kesey and his busload of Merry Pranksters arrived unannounced one day, after their legendary cross-country tour. Amazing feasts and celebrations took place in the extravagantly baroque mansion that we called the Big House. Millbrook became a kind of Mecca for psychedelic seekers and adventurers. Among the constant stream of visitors from New York was a Swedish fashion model named Nanette, whose long-legged form was at that time adorning numerous New York transit buses. She and Tim fell in love and moved in together. Shortly thereafter, a friend of hers, another model named Kathy, with auburn hair and green eyes, arrived. Kathy and I fell in love. Both Tim and I, introverted intellectuals that we 14 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS «• TIMOTHY LEARY were, felt initially awkv/ard with these glamorous and sophisticated denizens of the New York fashion world. Our LSD experiences with them however swiftly took us all to undreamed of levels of archetypal tantric spirituality. Another Hermann Hesse novel that had made a deep impression on us was Journey to the East, a story of a group vision quest, a metaphorical journey to the lands of mystic spirituality. Each of the seekers on that journey had a personal goal, but all shared the goal of enlightenment and liberation. "For our goal," Hesse wrote, "was not only the East, or rather the East was not only a country and something geographical, but it was the home and youth of the soul." In Hesse's novel, the group quest, though initially ecstatically inspiring, falls apart under mysterious circumstances in a doomed place called Morbio Inferiore.We were also reading Ouspensky's In Search of the Miraculous and Gurdjieff's Meetings with Remarkable Men, in which a 20-year quest in Asia by a group called the Seekers after Truth is described. Stimulated by these accounts of spir- itual quests, the idea of an actual geographical pilgrimage to India had formed in our minds. So when the opportunity arose to accompany an Indian holy woman, Gayatri Devi, with her group of Indian and American disciples, on an ashram pilgrimage to India, I jumped at the chance and tried to persuade Kathy to go with me. Tim and Nanette wanted to join us some time later. Gayatri Devi, or Mataji as she was called, was a teacher in the lineage of Ramakrishna and Vivekananda, who had founded ashrams in Los Angeles and Boston, had tried LSD and was supportive of the exploration of its spiritual potentials. So in November of 1964 I found myself on the plane to India in her company. Kathy had become very anxious and conflicted and could not bring herself to go with me, though she held out hope she might come later. After a week's stopover in Kyoto, Japan, where we conversed with Zen teachers and visited shrines and temples, we landed in Calcutta, where Mataji had thousands of devotees. Enormously interesting visits to temple sites in Bhub- haneshwar, Puri, Konarak and Benares followed. Then we went to Delhi and northwards up into the hill country of Uttar Pradesh to Rishikesh, where the Beatles later visited the ashram of Maharashi MaheshYogi. Then I separated from Gayatri Devi's group and continued further northwards and into the Himalayan foothills to the village of Almora. INTRODUCTION + RALPH METZNER 15 Lama Anagarika Govinda, the Austrian-born Buddhist scholar, lived there with his Parsee wife, Li Gotami, in a cottage on a ridge with an unbelievably spectacular view of the snow and ice peaks of the Himalayas. Every day I would walk a couple of hours to their house and discuss various aspects of Tibetan Buddhist teachings with them. Lama Govinda was impressed with the appreciative dedication we had written to him in our adaptation of the Tibetan Book of the Dead. He agreed to try a dose of LSD that I offered to provide and guide for him. After an initially turbulent period of confusion and anxiety at the intense somat- ic changes induced, he centered himself with the aid of mantra and mudra, and had an illuminating experience according to the model of Bardo Thodol. He expressed his pleased anticipation of a visit from Timothy Leary. During my travels in India I had been writing Kathy and the Millbrook group my impressions of India. Tim wrote back letters in which he described the fantastic and joyous spiritual and social carnival that Millbrook had become, his deepening relationship with Nanette, their wedding, their travel plans for India, and his evolving ideas about the processes of psychedelic consciousness expansion. He was using the ethological language of imprinting. These ideas and understandings formed the conceptual framework for his work in translating the Tao Te Ching into a session manual for psychedelic experiences. Here are a few excerpts from these letters: The political-education battle over psychedelics has been won and from now on it's just a matter of time... next generation... my only concern now is to learn to use my own head and to pursue the incredible complexities that develop when two people begin to explore their potentialities together and in small tribal groups. Withdrawing energy and commitment from externals and materials, etc. You know. Nanette and I have been together almost every minute for the last three weeks and she is an unending series of beauty and wise lessons... We are visiting the Episcopalian minister in town to arrange the most romantic, mythic wedding in history... very soon. You have to give everything to it without reserve and then it all flows from one moment of happiness to the next... well you know. 16 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY The tribal scene is wonderful. The trees are now leafless and etched black, like sumi-painting strokes, and the dusk comes quickly late afternoons and fires are glowing in most of the rooms and the house breathes softly waiting for the next period of change and movement... Nanette and I will probably be joining you after the first of the year. The meaning of imprinting is "getting involuntarily hooked to externals, accidentally presented externals at that!!!" The process of de-imprinting is getting consciousness back to the flow and back to the body. Re-imprinting is planned temporary hooking back to externals. Marriage plans... we are inseparable these days, keeping humor and loving detachment while the turmoil swirls by. We think now we'll leave for the Orient right after the wedding. My understanding of the "trap of externalization" becomes clearer. Imprinting freezes us to the outside — the trick is to with- draw once a week and then, each time, make a carefully planned re-addiction to the outside — systematically reducing the number of externals — and thus allowing for new complexity and subtlety. You know. Nanette has changed. More quiet, tranquil, amazing patience, she moves through the turmoil areas with calm. She has Chinese, Viking, south Sweden farm girl things at her core. The power of imprinting continually astounds me. Frightening, unless you continually and vigilantly recognize. We delight in the prospect of seeing you soon. Richard (Alpert) has mutated. He has taken over "Tim's role," whatever that means, and is genial, hospitable, radiating plans and welcomes. He is filling the house with creative men and beautiful women... Wedding in four days. Incredibly long list of details all clicking into place. Nanette is a pure, white fire of honesty and love. We have been together about 23 hours a day for the last four weeks. Kathy... every hour a new crisis. Nanette and I have bought her a ticket around the world which she now has in her possession. I have made reservations for her to leave when we leave. We are putting no pressure on her — simply giving her another card in her INTRODUCTION ♦ RALPH METZNER 1 7 hands — a freedom card which she may or may not use. She is miserable. Your letters have been magnificent. I guess that is all you can do... let her know you are waiting, without putting on a lot of pressure or emotion. Perhaps by the time you receive this she will be on her way. In any case, and in all cases the only thing to do is to free one- self from internal distortions and external addictions. We think of you always and with great joy that we'll be with you soon. I was deeply moved and exhilarated by Tim's letters. Readers of Psychedelic Prayers will recognize the themes of freeing oneself from "internal distortions and external addictions" in his versions of LaoTse's ancient text. The Taoist teaching on the importance of attuning oneself with the flow of Tao resonates naturally with his statement that "de- imprinting is getting back to the flow and back to the body." As his let- ters show, he was acutely sensitive to the fragility and vulnerability of the imprinting process involved in human love relationships. There was an exquisite poignancy for me in his messages, since my romance with Kathy was hanging in the balance. For Tim and Nanette, although they could hardly have known this, their visit to the Himalayan village of Almora involved extraordinarily heightened creativity and spiritual insight, but it also spelled the beginning of the end of their marriage. I took the three day journey by bus and train down from the Hill Country to meet Tim and Nanette in Delhi. When I told them enthusi- astically about Almora and my meetings with Lama Govinda, they decided they wanted to go there too. But before we headed back up into the mountains, we wanted to see the Taj Mahal. We had heard that once a month, around the time of the full moon, the grounds are kept open to visitors at night. We thought this would be an extraordinary set- ting for a psychedelic experience. During the day we took a tour of the mausoleum, our senses heightened by legally available ganja. Our guide enthusiastically explained the history behind this amazing structure. "Shah Jehan, who built this monument, was not only in love with his wife, Mumtaz Mahal ('Jewel of the Palace') but he also had a mania for construction." He built it in response to his wife's dying request to create something by which she would be remembered. 18 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY Tim Leary was very impressed by the fact that Shah Jehan built the Taj as an expression of personal-human love. He felt that the quest for enlightenment still always had an element of selfishness ("my enlighten- ment") whereas the Shah's love for his wife was purely other-oriented. The question of how personal passionate human love could be integrat- ed with the spiritual quest for liberation was clearly a central concern for Tim during this period — and perhaps a core theme of his entire post-psychedelic life. As the sun was setting and the full moon rising, we set up our ses- sion blanket on the grass in front of the Taj. The sight of the Taj Mahal in the moonlight is indescribable, even with normal perception. After our eyes got adapted to the darkness, the light of the moon was brilliant as daylight, the white marble dome glistened pale blue and silver, while precious stones inlaid high on the dome flashed and sparkled. Like a mirage it hung in space, separated from the earth by a thin band of haze, glowing and humming with radiance in perfectly harmonious wave- field patterns. & © & In his autobiography Flashbacks Leary described how in Almora, they rented a house high on the ridge, with me in the guest room, and started a routine of visiting Lama Govinda and Li Gotami every after- noon. "It turned out that the Lama and I shared an intellectual obses- sion— a compulsive penchant for classification." Govinda had made an exhaustive study of Asian systems of consciousness and Leary, the author of Interpersonal Diagnosis of Personality, had spent years studying Western systems of personality. They got along famously. Tim had brought along nine English language translations of the Tao Te Ching. Each day, sitting on the grass in the warm sun under the pine trees, he would pick one of Lao Tse's verses, read each of the versions and attempt to distill the essential meaning — using the perspectives gained from his psychedelic experiences. Lao Tse's cryptic and profound meditations on the invisible, all-pervasive universal energy flow process, were rendered into language that psychedelic voyagers would recognize from their experiences. Then he would reduce them down to the sparest possible formulations, distilling, extracting the essence, carving words INTRODUCTION + RALPH METZNER 19 like a sculptor hewing and polishing the stone to reveal the figure. Lao Tse had been a counselor to rulers and princes. Leary translated his advice to them into suggestions for the psychedelic session guide. I feel these meditations on psychedelic consciousness expansion are perhaps Tim Leary s most inspired writings. They are, by turns, serene, sensuous, funny, and wise. He continued to work on them after he had returned to Millbrook, where they were organized as a session manual in six parts, to be read by the voyager or guide before and during a ses- sion. I suggested the name "Psychedelic Prayers." The six parts, corre- sponding roughly to the outline of The Psychedelic Experience, were (1) preparatory, (2) highest point of pure energy flow, (3) visions of biologi- cal or seed energy, (4) verses focusing on the perceptual senses, (5) verses focusing on the chakras, and (6) verses about re-entry, re-imprinting, or return to everyday life. The three of us also visited Sri Krishna Prem, an expatriate Englishman who had lived in an ashram as devotee of Krishna-Radha in the nearby village of Mirtola for over forty years. He was an extraordi- nary figure, who had integrated Hindu and Buddhist teachings with the esoteric wisdom traditions of the West, including Gurdjieff. Where Govinda was a scholar, a pandit, Krishna Prem was truly a sage — a very down-to-earth, unassuming, humble and humorous one. After our initial visit, Tim went back once more by himself. I believe that with Krishna Prem Tim was probably the closest that he ever came to accepting a spiritual teacher. In Flashbacks he called Krishna Prem "The Wisest Man in India." For me, the meeting with Sri Krishna Prem was also a turning point. When he talked about the so-called "left-hand path" of the siddhas, the tantric yogis of ancient times, he interpreted this to be the path of integrating the weaker, less developed function. I realized that my meetings and readings with Lama Govinda were only strengthening my intellect, which was already over-developed. I suddenly got the strong feeling that I should go back to the States so that I could piece together my fractured romance with the insecure Kathy. In addition, it was obvious that the relationship between Tim and Nanette was under- going increasing strain, and I felt I should leave them alone to work things out. It was after all their honeymoon. What was I doing there? I left shortly thereafter. 20 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY When I returned to Millbrook, it was to a scene of depressing chaos. A seedy, drugged-out guy met me at the door wearing my clothes. Gone were the serenity and glowing warmth of Castalia weekends, the joyous enthusiasm for consciousness exploration in a family of seekers. Instead, the Millbrook mansion had become an Addams Family house of horrors, a scene of decadence and depravity and dabbling in black arts, of lost souls wandering around in permanently drugged states, of vicious conflicts leading at times to physical violence. Kathy's love for me had turned to hate, as she blamed my and Tim's absence for the destruction of the Millbrook dream. When Tim and Nanette, their relationship in tatters, returned to Millbrook some weeks later, he wrote of "the changes that had converted Millbrook from a community of scholars and scientists to a playground for rowdy omnisexuals." Millbrook had become our Morbio Inferiore. The league of seekers did, however, recover from this debacle. Leary, Alpert and myself all went onto other phases of the story, told in other books, other high adventures in consciousness exploration. Nanette went on to marry an American Buddhist monk, who became an eminent scholar-teacher of Tibetan Buddhism; one of their daughters is a famous film actress. A tantric love goddess arrived for Timothy in the form of the very beautiful Rosemary Woodruff. The Millbrook community flowered again with music, meditation, laughter, creativity, happy chil- dren, and remarkable people. §§§ Leary s path after this took him increasingly into the role of pio- neering social change activist. His fearless honesty and brilliant mockery in expressing radical viewpoints made him many enemies in high places. He had the dubious honor of being called "the most dangerous man in America" by none other than Richard Nixon. He spent upwards of 50 months in jail on several continents, an experience that left him without bitterness, but with razor-sharp insight into the American political sys- tem. He wrote 20 more books, developed theories and models of con- sciousness and contributed to numerous group creative projects. He married two more times and became a great-grandfather before his death in May, 1996. To hundreds of thousands of his friends and admir- INTRODUCTION ♦ RALPH METZNER 21 ers, he remains one of the outstanding visionary geniuses of the 20th century. To me he was the perfect exemplar of one of those who in the last of the Psychedelic Prayers are listed as likely to be closer to the Tao — "smiling men with bad reputations." I don't believe he ever again had the opportunity to devote himself so completely to the exploration and description of spiritual develop- ment, and how higher states of consciousness can be integrated into ongoing life. His psychedelic prayers based on the Tao Te Ching integrate ancient Eastern wisdom teachings with the insights of modern science, and the practical knowledge gained from direct experience of expanded states of consciousness. They provide the spiritual seeker using psyche- delics with an unsurpassed guidebook to the realization of the highest potentials of the human mind and of these amazing substances. Ralph Metzner Sonoma, California October, 1996 V J* mo thi Le>*>, Hit Hand-drawn title-page of the pre-publication version. BiBLiOGRAPHiCAL PREFACE The Publishing History of Psychedelic Prayers with a Note on the Text of This Edition MICHAEL HOROWITZ Written while Timothy Leary was visiting India in 1965 and finished at his celebrated commune-estate in Millbrook, New York the following year, Psychedelic Prayers is a series of 55 poems divided in six sections, adapted from the 37 chapters of Book I of Tao Te Ching (Way of Life), composed by the immortal Chinese Taoist philosopher and keeper of the Royal Archives, Lao Tse, in the 6th century B.C. Leary was drawn to the "psychedelic" quality of the ancient work. "My objective," he later wrote, "was to find this seed idea in each sutra and rewrite it in the lingua franca of psychedelia." Leary succeeded bril- liantly in his aim: intended for guided meditational use during LSD ses- sions, Psychedelic Prayers is perhaps the best-loved among his many books, and occupies a unique place in psychedelic literature. Psychedelic Prayers has an interesting publishing history. The first edi- tion was printed by famed Beat poet Diane di Prima at her Poets Press in Kerhonkson, NY, not far from Millbrook. The first edition was print- ed on textured paper and bound in pink wrappers; between one and two thousand copies were printed. The second edition was printed on laid paper in five different colored inks for psychedelic effect, and bound in yellow wrappers; two to three thousand copies of this edition were published (but not printed) by the Poets Press. Psychedelic artist Michael Bowen created a Hindu design for the front wrapper of both editions; the back wrapper bears the publisher's alchemical emblem. The author dedicated his book to William and Aurora Hitchcock, his Millbrook benefactors. Both editions appeared in the spring of 1966, about a year before the psychedelic Zeitgeist reached its zenith. University Books of New Hyde Park, NY, publishers of 24 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY The Psychedelic Experience (1964), brought out the third edition in August 1966: a photo-offset copy of the first edition, printed in dark brown ink, with nearly identical wrappers to the second edition, in a print run of 5,000 copies. The fourth edition appeared in the early 1970s under the imprint of the League for Spiritual Discovery, a religious organization founded by Leary in 1967 and based upon the sacramental use of psychedelic sub- stances. Once again the text was printed by photo-offset; the front and back covers have entirely different designs by Dion Wright. This edition, published by the Mystic Arts Bookshop in Laguna Beach, is dedicated to The Brotherhood of Eternal Love, the legendary group of underground LSD distributors of the brand named Sunshine. This edition appeared after the author escaped prison and fled with his wife Rosemary to North Africa and Europe. The printing was very small, probably no more than 2,000 copies, and intended to raise money for the legal expenses of the fugitive Learys. The fifth North American edition is the most rare and unique. Only 100 sets were printed in purple ink, with each poem on a separate leaf having a border design depicting sacred plants executed by Michael Green. The calligraphy was done by Daniel Raphael. Each set of sheets was contained within a customized wooden box with a sliding top panel on which the title was carved. The work was produced in Montreal in 1972 through the efforts of Rosemary Leary, then separated from her husband and living underground as a fugitive. It was not intended for commercial sale; each leaf was supposed to represent "script" (i.e., cur- rency) which could be traded like a share of stock. The text of the Prayers varies greatly in this edition: 49 (of the 55 total poems) were printed, one to a page (necessitating some cuts in the longer poems) with a number stamped on the verso of each sheet. The arrangement of many of the poems on the page differs from their origi- nal lay-out, with aesthetic considerations uppermost. Leary expressed satisfaction with this edition — particularly the notion of poetry as "script," for the author and his wife had sometimes resorted to produc- ing impromptu manuscripts which they sold for money in order to sur- vive in exile. The first British edition, published by Academy Editions, London, also appeared in 1972. This edition follows the text of the first edition, BIBLIOGRAPHICAL PREFACE + MICHAEL HOROWITZ 25 and is enhanced with Chinese landscape drawings. The first foreign translation, a bilingual edition printed in German and English, appeared in Bern, Switzerland from the publisher Mantram in 1975 with a dust jacket designed by Swiss artist Hans Giger, later of Alien fame. Two other friends of the exiled Learys, the British writer Brian Barritt, and Swiss author Sergius Golowin, wrote introductions. Pirated editions of the German translation appeared from God's Press in Amsterdam & Kathmandu in 1975, and fromVolksverlag in Linden, Germany in 1982. A possibly unique, self-described "pre-publication manuscript" (actually, mimeographed) copy in the Ludlow Library bears the variant title Psychedelic Prayer Book. (This copy belonged to Rt. Rev. Michael Francis Itkin, known in New York's East Village during the mid-1960s as the "psychedelic priest.") The author's Harvard and Millbrook colleague Ralph Metzner is listed as co-author, and Rabbi Zalman Schachter (whose LSD trip with Leary at Millbrook is documented in High Priest) provided some "added commentary." In their one-page introduction, Leary and Metzner describe this edition as "being given to a few friends" with the "hope you will send us your ideas for improving" the work. Just Published PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS From the Tao Te Ching This First Edition is a small printing, which will be a collectors item in six months. Psychedelic vellum — ninety-six pages. Fifty-five poems, in preparation for the session, for re-entry, odes to the energy process, to the genetic code, to the external and internal sense organs. Hard cover: S6.00 Soft cover: *3.00 Order From: CASTALIA FOUNDATION Post Off ice Box 175 Millbrook, N.Y. 12545 Advertisement for Psychedelic Prayers from East Village Other. P tycheaehc Piayei* after the ^O U cniny by Timothy Leary POETS PRESS Kerhonkson, New York University Books edition Poets Press edition \\mc\hu Lcaiy m Wood Box edition League for Spiritual Discovery edition First U.K. edition First German edition: dust jacket art by H.R. Giger L0110110100000I, LoionoiioooKv )iooCV>oooo-/ S 1000:/ n^/n ' L'i-4 D10C 28 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY A NOTE ON THE TEXT OF THIS EDITION Two poems from PartV (V-7 and V-8) have been moved to Part II (where they are now II-8 and II-9) as it seemed to the editors these poems properly belonged to an earlier stage of the psychedelic experience. Six new poems from later chapters of the Tao Te Ching were adapted by the author and his wife Rosemary in Laguna Beach, California about two years after the first publication of the book, and published in the January 17, 1969 issue of New York City's underground newspaper the East Village Other under the title "Poems on the Conduct of Life." The text of the poems is preceded by a 600-word preface in which the author discusses, at times from new perspectives, the importance of the Tao Te Ching, and states his intention of publishing "a newTaoist guide- book which could be called How To Live The Turned-On Life In An Uptight Society." Five of the poems are reprinted here in newly edited versions (the sixth poem is an experimental sound poem that is better recited than printed). A final poem has been added at the end of the present edition. "Homage to the Awe-full Seer," the longest poem in the book, was originally published in Psychedelic Review no. 9 in 1967. Although not a translation from the Tao te Ching, the theme of the poem closely associ- ates it with the wisdom-message of the ancient Chinese text and the impact made by the sage who wrote it. Regarding the text of this edition, readers familiar with the original 1966 edition will notice occasional revision. The editors, who have all worked closely with Timothy Leary on literary projects, have been long aware of Leary s penchant for revising — often substantially — each of his books at the time of their re-publication. During the last months of his life Timothy knew of the plan to republish Psychedelic Prayers — which pleased him greatly — but was too ill to work on the new edition. He made it clear that he expected us to make changes we deemed necessary ("It's your call," he liked to say). Ralph Metzner, co-author with Leary and Richard Alpert of The Psychedelic Experience (1964), assisted Leary when he first produced these translations in India in 1965, and as noted earlier is listed as co-author in the pre-publication, mimeographed edition of Psychedelic Prayers. BIOGRAPHICAL PREFACE + MICHAEL HOROWITZ 29 Rosemary Leary, who became engaged to the author while he was still completing work on this book, recited the prayers with her husband at public events during the mid-1960s, making revisions in the text as they went along; she worked on the adaptations of the additional poems published in 1969, and was responsible for the remarkable 1972 wooden box edition. Michael Horowitz, the author's archivist and bibliographer, has per- formed editorial work on Leary s books for 25 years, from Jail Notes (1970) to Chaos and Cyberculture (1994). While the editors had the author's encouragement and blessing in taking on the daunting task of re-editing this sacred text of psychedelic literature, they take full responsibility for any and all revisions, as Timothy Leary passed away (May 31, 1996) shortly before we began working on this new edition. Note: The source for the bibliographical data in this article is: An Annotated Bibliography of Timothy Leary by Michael Horowitz, Karen Walls, and Billy Smith (Archon Books, 1988). Acknowledgement is also made to The Fitz Hugh Ludlow Memorial Library, where the printed works herein described and illustrated were made available for examination. mmmmmmmmmmm Rosemary and Timothy at their home in Berkeley in 1968. PREFACE ROSEMARY WOODRUFF LEARY In August 1965, a few months after we first met, Tim picked me up at my apartment in Manhattan and took me to the Millbrook Estate for a week or so before I left for California. Tim led me to the tower room. The window overlooking the vast grounds was framed by a Hoya plant whose blossoms scented the air. Later that evening he brought a bottle of wine and a tattered manuscript to read by candlelight. His voice caressed me softly. Gate of the Soft Mystery Gate of the Dark Woman I stayed awake all that night puzzling over his adaptations of Lao Tse. I didn't go to California. Recently, I rediscovered a manuscript titled 1 08 Memories of Our Present Incarnation which Tim wrote for me while in the California State Prison at San Luis Obispo in 1970. In this passage Tim recalls writing one of the poems in Psychedelic Prayers: "Number 1 1. Millbrook — During LSD session. We went upstairs and made love. I wrote the sex chakra poem in memory of your trembling earth beauty. Nov. '66" A later reference in the same manuscript refers to reading the poems together on-stage during the road tour of the Psychedelic Celebrations later that winter: "Number 42. Standing on stage at celebration reciting our poetry and hearing your soft voice echoing back. What beauty our love created for the world." 32 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY I'd like to think so. The next few years brought summers of love and seminars, fall lec- ture tours, winter harassments, arrests and trials that culminated with Tim's prison escape and our flight to exile in Algeria and Switzerland. In the winter of 1972, after Tim and I had gone our separate ways, the Psychedelic Prayers re-entered my life. A fugitive, I was hiding out in a farmhouse near Ste. Agathe in Quebec. The snow reached above the first floor and the electricity was out. Again, by candlelight, I reread and edit- ed the poems while my friend Brigitte collated the pages and baked oat- meal cookies and her husband Sergai made the beautiful boxes to con- tain them. We never made any money from this loving endeavor, but Brigitte and Sergai Mars, with their baby daughter Sunflower, traded them for food in health stores across the country. Brigitte later gave these sets to Dr. Oscar Janiger, Terence McKenna, and distinguished herbalists. Brigitte is including a few of the poems in her new book on herbs. If you knew how to listen, the seed would hum you a seed song. It has been an immense pleasure to once again read and edit Tim's work, this time in the company of dear friends Ralph Metzner and Michael and Cindy Horowitz. I hope that lovers and seekers finding these poems will Keep in touch and be at home everywhere. Rosemary Woodruff Leary 1996 PREFACE + ROSEMARY WOODRUFF LEARY 33 Beloved - Here are forty-nine sutras baser1 on Book I of the Tao Te Ching . This pre-publication manuscript is being given to a few friends. We hope they will enlighten you. We hope you will send us your ideas for improving them. The sutras are divided into five sections. For use in a psychedelic session it is best to select two or three from each section. They should be read very slowly and in a serene voice. They should be considered prayers to be whispered. Part I is read before the session. The sutra about the guide is especially important since it sets up the contract for conducting the session. Part II contains sutras about pure energy. These prayers are to be read at the highest point in a session. Part III concerns biological or seed energy and can be read during the very "high" points of the session. Part IV is prepared for experiments in body awareness- breaking through to cakras or somatic nerve centers. Part V is t* be read towards the end of the session- between the eighth and twenty-fourth hour. Keep in touch.... T.L. R.M. Early version of Introduction. Timothy Leary on the cover of the San Francisco Oracle (December 16, 1966). FOREWORD TIMOTHY LEARY The psychedelic or visionary experience releases a wide range of awareness-of-energy and tunes us in to patterns of neurological signals which are usually censored from mental life. Understanding, description, and intelligent use of these released energies have puzzled scholars for thousands of years. Today, LSD ses- sions puzzle, enrapture, awe, and confuse. Mainly they confuse. During the last five years, 1960-65, we have witnessed a psychedelic revolution. Consider the statistics. Over one hundred and fifty million Americans share the same imprinted symbol system — tribal language and rituals. Of these, a good ten million have taken the first psychedelic step and experienced the neural level of consciousness — have transcended symbols and contacted raw energy hitting their nerve endings. Here we include the marijuana smokers, the adepts in hatha yoga, and meditators. Another group, at least 500,000 Americans, have contacted cellular consciousness — have had experiences which transcend both symbolic game and the sensory apparatus. We include here the peyote eaters, the mushroom eaters, the LSD cult. If we add those millions of persons who have had an involuntary psychedelic experience, those institutionalized mystics we call psychotic, the ranks of this group swell to astounding proportions. More than any other group, psychotics need the sort of training and guidance provided by psychedelic manuals. They are whirled into realms of raw sensory bombardment and cellular hallucina- tion— unprepared and socially anathematized. If psychotics were trained in the use of psychedelic manuals such as this volume they would have some understanding and control of the multi-level, multiple-exposure experiences we call hallucinatory. Next we have those whose consciousness has gone beyond game, gone beyond direct sensory awareness, gone beyond cellular flow and mmmmmtm®*** 36 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY contacted the molecular and elemental energies that crackle and vibrate within the cellular structure. Those who have taken large doses of LSD, mescaline, DMT, and experienced what the eastern psychologists call the "white light," the "void," the "inner light." Each of these psychedelic levels — neural, cellular, molecular — are beyond symbols, incoherent to the symbolic mind. And each of these levels of consciousness is different from the others. This wide spectrum of whirling energies — all uncharted and unlabelled — confronts the psy- chedelic explorer. So what is the net effect of these millions of visionary voyages? A linguistic babel. A chaos of potentiality. A confusion of promise. Most of these psychedelic voyagers are now aware of the limitless realities stored in the nervous systems, but there is no conception of the meaning and use of these potentials. There are of course no pat solutions, no easy answers provided by LSD. On the contrary, every paradox, every ambiguity, every problem of static-symbolic life is intensified, raised to exponential powers. Where there once was a blind robot symbolic uncertainty (Johnson or Goldwater?), there is now an uncertainty compounded and multiplied by the knowledge of the illusory nature of routine reality and the exis- tence of countless realities. From the beginning of the Harvard-IFIF-Castalia exploration into consciousness two facts were apparent. First, that there were no extant maps, models, myths, theories, languages to describe the psychedelic experience. Second, that the temptation to impose old models, prema- ture theories must be resisted. No current philosophic or scientific theory was broad enough to handle the potential of the 13 billion-cell computer. Our decision then was to maintain an open posture, to collect data on psychedelic sessions from a wide variety of subjects, in a wide variety of settings, and to continue to look for better models and theories to explain the psychedelic experience. It became apparent that, in order to run exploratory sessions, manu- als and programs were necessary to guide subjects through transcenden- tal experiences with a minimum of fear and confusion. Rather than start FOREWORD + TIMOTHY LEARY 37 de novo using our own minds and limited experiences to map out the voyage, we turned to the only available psychological texts which dealt with consciousness and its alterations — the ancient books of the East. The Tibetan Book of the Dead is a psychedelic manual — incredibly specific about the sequence and nature of experiences encountered in the ecstatic state. A revision of this text published under the title The Psychedelic Experience was our first attempt at session programming. For the last two years we have been working with another old, time-tested psychedelic manual — the Chinese text Tao Te Ching, sometimes translated as The Way of Life. Written some 2600 years ago by one or several philosophers known to us now as "the old fellow" (LaoTse), this text is still timelessly mod- ern and will remain so for thousands of years to come — as long as man has the same sort of nervous system and deals with the range of energies he now encounters. The Tao Te Ching deals with energy. Tao is best translated as "ener- gy," as energy process. Energy in its pure unstructured state (the E of Einstein's equation) and energy in its countless, temporary states of structure (the M of Einstein's equation). The Tao is an ode to nuclear physics, to life, to the genetic code, to that form of transient energy structure we call "man," to those most stat- ic, lifeless forms of energy we call man's artifacts and symbols. The message of the Tao Te Ching is that all is energy, all energy flows, all things are continually transforming. The Tao Te Ching is a series of 81 verses which celebrate the flow of energy, its manifestation and, on the practical side, the implications of this philosophy for man's endeavors. Most of the pragmatic sutras of the Tao were directed towards the ruler of a state. How can the king and his ministers use this knowledge of the energy powers to govern harmo- niously? Like all great biblical texts, the Tao has been rewritten and re-inter- preted in every century and this is as it should be. The terms for Tao change in each century. In our times Einstein rephrases it, quantum the- ory revises it, the geneticists translate it in terms of DNA and RNA, but the message is the same. The practical aspects of the Tao must also be rewritten and adapted to the everyday situation. The advice given by the smiling philosophers 38 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY of China to their emperor can be applied to how to run your home, your office, and how to conduct a psychedelic session. The Tao Te Ching is divided into two books — the first comprising thirty-seven chapters, the second forty-four. In this volume of Psychedelic Prayers from the Tao Te Ching you will find fifty-six poems which are based on the thirty-seven chapters of Book I of the original. These translations from English to psychedelese were made while sitting under a bamboo tree on a grassy slope of the Kumaon Hills over- looking the snow peaks of the Himalayas. The work went like this. I had nine English translation of the Tao. I would select a Tao chapter and read and reread all nine English versions of it. Each translator, of course, made his own interpretation of the flow- ing calligraphy. Nine western minds. But after hours of rereading and meditation the essence of the poem would slowly bubble up. The aim was to relate this essence theme to psychedelic sessions. Slowly a psy- chedelic version of the chapter would emerge. The first draft version would then be put under the psychedelic microscope. For several years I have pursued the yoga of one LSD ses- sion every seven days. The neurological amplification of cannabis was also available. Each time our Moslem cook walked down to the village he would bring back a crayon-size stick of attar. Attar means essence. The essence resin of the marijuana plant is sometimes called hashish. LSD opened up the lenses of cellular and molecular consciousness. Attar cleansed the windows of the senses. During these sessions I would read the most recent draft of the Tao poems. A humbling experience for the poet — to have his words exposed to the pitiless magnification of the psychedelic perspective. Psychedelic poetry, like all psychedelic art, is crucially concerned with flow. Each psychedelic poem is carefully tailored for a certain time in the sequence of the session. Simplicity and diamond purity are important. Intellectual flourishes and verbal pyrotechnics are painfuly obvious to the "turned on" nervous system. During these examinations a ruthless process of polishing, cutting away takes place. Slowly the most blatant redundancies and mentalisms were pruned. Each poem in this volume has been exposed to several dozen FOREWORD * TIMOTHY LEARY 39 appraisals by lysergicized nervous systems. Each psychedelic "try-out" is different. People s reactions vary. What is essence-simplicity to one, is truism to another. The "right" metaphor for one is contrived to another. Most readers have found five or so poems in this collection which vibrate in tune to their deepest resonances. The rest do not pass the inspection of their psychedelic enlargers. The fifty-six hymns have been divided into six groups: Part I. Preparatory prayers to be read before the session. These hymns apply the creative quietude of Lao Tse to the technique of run- ning a psychedelic session. Part II. Prayers invoking pure energy flow, molecular or atomic energy beyond symbol, sense-organ or cellular energy. These prayers are to be read slowly and ethereally during the "high" points which usually come during the first three hours of an LSD session. Part III. Prayers invoking cellular consciousness, seed energy. Odes glorifying the DNA code to be read from the third to sixth hour of the LSD session. Part IV. Prayers invoking sensory experiences registered by the external sense organs. Hymns glorifying the direct awareness of vision, hearing, touch, smell, taste to be read from the sixth to ninth hours of the LSD session or during sessions involving neural ecstatagenic agents such as marijuana, low doses of LSD, hatha yoga, meditation. Part V. Prayers invoking sensory experiences registered by internal sense organs, visceral awareness from the nerve plexes mediating elimi- nation, sex, heart, lungs, and the frontal cortex. These hymns can be read during the sixth to ninth hours of an LSD session when the subject has cut himself off from external stimulation. Part VI. Re-imprinting prayers designed to guide the subject dur- ing the period of re-entry (nine to 24 hours), while the subject is returning to the symbolic world and the post-session imprint is being formed. 40 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY These divisions are based on the theory of levels of consciousness developed during six years of psychedelic research and included in Static and Ecstatic Consciousness [this book remains unpublished— editor] . This mapping of consciousness is based on the neurological and bio- chemical anatomy of the human body. The theory is simple. Consciousness is energy received by structure. There are as many dimensions of consciousness as there are struc- tures in the body to receive and decode energy. Any high school text in biology can be used to define the dimen- sions of consciousness. 1. There is the symbolic mind — that fraction of the nervous system which perceives, discriminates, interprets, remembers learned (i.e., con- ditioned) cues selectively imposed on the kaleidoscope of sensation. This is the imprinted mind. The prayers in Part VI of this volume are to be used during the latter stages of the psychedelic experience when the re- imprinting process begins to impose stasis on the ecstatic flow. 2. The nervous system defines the level of neural consciousness — direct, symbol-free registration of energies by nerve endings. The prayers in Part IV of this volume are hymns to the five exterior senses. Odes of gratitude and reverent readiness to attend to the tattoo of energies hit- ting the visual, auditory, tactile, olfactory and gustatory sense bulbs. 3. Interoceptive sensations are messages from internal organs. Most of these sensations are excluded from symbolic consciousness. Tibetan Buddhists and Tantric Hindus have worked for centuries with methods of contacting interior sensations and maps for symbolizing them. These levels of internal consciousness are called chakras. PartV of this volume includes hymns to five classes of internal sensations — messages from the eliminative, sexual, cardiac, respiratory and fore-brain centers. 4. The unit of life, the building block of the tissues and organs medi- ated by the nervous system, is the cell. The cell is a highly complicated structure for registering and transforming energy. Every cell in your body is an organization network more complicated than the city of FOREWORD ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY 41 New York. The cell registers and decodes energy and remembers. The cell is in communicative contact with the grosser level of consciousness of the nervous system. The brain of the cell is DNA.The afferent-effer- ent nervous system of the cell is RNA. Part III of this volume is made up of hymns praising the power and ancient wisdom of the cell, the seed consciousness of DNA. 5. Cells are composed of smaller structures — amino acid molecules and atomic elements. These structures receive and decode energy. They are older, wiser, more powerful than cells. The atom uses molecules and cells the way the DNA code uses tissues, organs and nervous systems and the way the symbolic mind uses cars and tractors. Part II of this volume praises the wisdom of molecular and atomic process, prepares you for this awesome level of consciousness and guides you through it. 6. Part I of this volume collects those Tao prayers which are relevant to guiding a psychedelic session. These prayers are not specific to any particular level of consciousness. They present the philosophy of creative quietude passed on by Lao Tse. The Tao manual, like all other psychedelic texts, must be studied intensively, the detailed theory of energy transformations thoroughly learned, and the commentary notes for those prayers selected for the session reread several times. Psychedelic poetry should be read aloud (or taped) at a slow tempo, in a low natural voice. The prayers are best read or taped by one who is "high" at the time. Any tension, artificiality or game-playing on the part of the reader stands out in embarrassing relief. Read by the static intellect imprinted to symbols, and inundated by the verbosity of our culture, these sutras are simply another sequence of lifeless words. But to the consciousness released from imprinted statics these prayers can become precise bursts of trembling energy and breath- less meaning. You will wonder, perhaps, at the use of the term "prayer" to label these sutras. Prayer is ecstatic poetry. Psychedelic communication. 42 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Ordinary, static communication in terms of prose symbols, is game. Mind addressing mind. You cannot describe the ecstatic moment in static terms. You cannot (without regret) communicate during the ecstatic moment in static prose. You cannot produce ecstasy with static symbol sequences. When you are in a psychedelic state — out beyond symbols — game communication seems pointless. Irrelevant. Inappropriate. Inadequate. There is no need to communicate — because everything is already in communication. You are plugged into the multiplex network of energy exchanges. But there are those transition moments of terror, of isolation, of rev- erence, of gratitude... when there comes that need to communicate. The need to communicate with the non-game energy source that you sense in yourself and around you. And there is the need, at exactly that moment, for a language which is not mental or cliche. A straight, pure, "right" non-game language. This is prayer. Mantra. Ejaculation. There are moments in every psychedelic session when there comes that need to communicate — at the highest and best level you are capable of. This need has been known and sensed for thousands of years. All prayers are originally psychedelic communications with higher freer energies — tuning yourself in to the billion-year-old energy dance. Conventional prayers, for the most part, have degenerated into game rituals. Slogans. Meaningless verbalizations. Appeals for game help. But that crucial non-game terror-reverence awe-full moment comes... There comes that time when the ecstatic cry is called for. FOREWORD ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY 43 At that time, you must be ready to pray. To go beyond yourself. To contact energy beyond your game. At that time you must be ready to pray. When you have lost the need to pray. . . You are a dead man in a world of dead symbols. Pray for life. Pray for life. Timothy Leary Kumaon Hills, Almora, India, 1965 Millbrook, New York, 1966 PRBYER5 FORPREPARAtlOn HOMAGE TO LAO TSE I - 1 The Guide 1-2 When the Harmony Is Lost 1-3 Life Seed Death 1-4 Let There Be Simple Natural Things 1-5 All Things Pass 1-6 The Message of Posture PART I ♦ PRAYERS FOR PREPARATION 41 €&5 The Guide In the greatest sessions One does not know that there is a guide In the next best sessions One praises the guide It is worse when One fears the guide Or when one pays him If the guide lacks trust in the people The trust of the people will be lacking The wise guide guards his words And sits serenely When the greatest session is over The people will say: "It all happened naturally" "It was so simple, we did it all ourselves." 48 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY When The Harmony Is Lost When the harmony is lost Then come clever discussions and "Wise men" appear When the unity is lost Then come "friends" When the session is plunged Into disorder Then there are "doctors" PART I ♦ PRAYERS FOR PREPARATION 49 Life, light, love Seed, sun, son Death, daughter, dna Hold in reverence This Great Symbol of Transformation And the whole world comes to you Comes to you without harm Dwells in common wealth Dwells in the union of Heaven and Earth Offer music . . . food . . . wine . . . And the passing guest will stay a while But the molecular message In its passage through the mouth Is without flavor It cannot be seen It cannot be heard It cannot be exhausted by use It remains 50 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Let There Be Simple Natural Things During The Session Let there be simple, natural things to contact during the session- hand woven cloth uncarved wood ancient music flowers-growing things burning fire a touch of earth a splash of water fruit . . . good bread . . . cheese wine sacred smoke candles temple incense a warm hand anything more than five hundred years old Of course it is always best to be Secluded with nature PART I ♦ PRAYERS FOR PREPARATION 51 All Things Pass All things pass A sunrise does not last all morning All things pass A cloudburst does not last all day All things pass Nor a sunset all night But Earth . . . sky . . . thunder . . . wind . . . fire . . . lake . . . mountain . . . water . . . These always change And if these do not last Do man's visions last? Do man's illusions? During the session Take things as they come All things pass 52 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY CLr O The Message Of Posture During the session Observe your body Mandala of the universe Observe your body Of ancient design Holy temple of consciousness Central stage of the oldest drama Observe its structured wonders Skin . . . hair . . . tissue Bone . . . vein . . . muscle Net of nerve Observe its message Does it merge or does it strain? Does it rest serene on sacred ground Or tilt, propped up by wire and sticks? On tiptoe one cannot stand for long Tension retards the flow Superfluous noise and redundant action Stand out-square, proud, cramped Against the harmony Observe the mandala of your body ART The EXPERiEncE of ELEIIIEnTAL EF[ER£Y HOMAGE TO THE ATOM II- 1 That Which Is Called the Tao II -2 Ethereal Pool II- 3 Jewelled Indifference II -4 Falling Free II- 5 Sheathing the Self II- 6 Manifestation of the Mystery II- 7 Please Do Not Clutch at the Gossamer Web II- 8 Hold Fast to the Void II -9 Take In-Let Go ?% #8 PART II * THE EXPERIENCE OF ELEMENTAL ENERGY 55 That Which Is Called The Tao Is Not The Tao The flow of energy . . . Here ... It ... Is .. . Nameless Timeless Speed of light Float . . . beyond fear . . . Float . . . beyond desire . . . Into this Mystery of Mysteries Through this Gate of All Wonder 56 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY Ethereal Pool Without Source Empty bowl of radiance Full of starry universe Silent void Shimmering Ancestor of all things Here All sharpness rounded All wheels glide along Soft tracks of light Ethereal pool without source Preface to life PART II * THE EXPERIENCE OF ELEMENTAL ENERGY 51 Jewelled Indifference Galactic play Belted radiance Lethal spectrum Restless diamond eye Solar So long So long? Jewelled indifference Where's home? Jewelled indifference Where am I? Jewelled indifference I want to go back! Jewelled indifference Help! I don't understand! Jewelled indifference Is it all a dream? WARNING! SOLAR SHUTTERS OPENING LETHAL LOVE RADIATION BEWARE FATAL UNITY BLISS FUSION 58 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY All right. Who's next? "The sound man faces the passing of human generations immune as to a sacrifice of straw dogs" Good bye now Glide into fusion Relentless diamond eye There We Go Good Bye PART II ♦ THE EXPERIENCE OF ELEMENTAL ENERGY 59 Falling Free Law of gravity . . . falling free Falling free . . . the root of lightness Repose . . . the seed of movement Stillness . . . the master of agitation Gravity . . . falling free 60 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Sheathing The Self The play of energy endures Beyond striving The play of energy endures Beyond body The play of energy endures Beyond life Out here Float timeless Beyond striving PART II ♦ THE EXPERIENCE OF ELEMENTAL ENERGY 61 Manifestation Of The Mystery Gazing, we do no see it We call it empty space Listening, we do not hear it We call it silence Reaching, we do not grasp it We call it intangible But here ... we spin through it Electric, silent, subtle 62 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY I - Please Do Not Clutch At The Gossamer Web All in Heaven On Earth below A crystal fabric Sacred gossamer web Grabbing hands shatter it Watch closely this shimmering mosaic Silent . . . Glide in Harmony PART II + THE EXPERIENCE OF ELEMENTAL ENERGY 63 I - Hold Fast To The Void Notice how this space Between Heaven and Earth Is like a bellows Always full, always empty Come in here, go out there Breathing . . . Silence This is no time for talk Better to hold fast to the void 64 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Take In-Let Go To breathe in You must first breathe out Let go To hold You must first open your hand Let go To be warm You must first be naked Let go The EXPERiEncE of SEED-CELL EE[ER£Y HOMAGE TO DNA III-l The Serpent Coil of DNA III-2 Prehistoric Origins of DNA III-3 Clear Water III-4 Returning to the Source III-5 Lao Tse's Mind III-6 Transfiguration Exercises III-7 Tree Above-Tree Below III-8 Fourfold Representation III-9 The Seed Light 111-10 This Is It III-ll Gate of the Soft Mystery 111-12 The Lesson of Seed PART III ♦ THE EXPERIENCE OF SEED-CELL ENERGY 61 The Serpent Coil Of DNA We meet it everywhere But do not see its front We follow it everywhere But do not see its back When we embrace this ancient serpent coil We are masters of the moment And feel no break in the curling Back to primeval beginnings This may be called Unravelling the clue of the life process 68 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Prehistoric Origins Of DNA Its rising is not bright Nor its setting dark Unceasing, continuous Branching out in roots innumerable Forever sending forth the serpent coil Of living things Mysterious as the formless existence To which it returns Coiling back Beyond mind We say only it is Formed from the formless Life from spiral void PART III ♦ THE EXPERIENCE OF SEED-CELL ENERGY 69 Clear Water The seed of mystery Lies in muddy water How can we fathom this muddiness? Water becomes clear through stillness How can we become still? By moving with the stream 70 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Returning To The Source-Repose Be empty Watch quietly while the ten thousand forms Swim into life and return to the source Do nothing Return to the source Deep repose is the sign That you have reached the appointed goal To return to the source is to discover The eternal law of seed He who returns to this eternal law is enlightened Being enlightened he is serene Serene he is open-hearted Open-hearted he is beyond social games Being beyond social games he is in tune with seed In tune with seed he endures Until the end of his life he is not in peril PART III + THE EXPERIENCE OF SEED-CELL ENERGY 11 Lao Tse's Mind Becomes Pre-occupied With A Very Difficult Subject: To Describe The Production Of Material Forms By The Tao Is it a dream? Shadowy Elusive Invisible All things, all images move slowly Within shimmering nets Here essence endures From here all forms emerge Back from this moment To the ancient beginning 12 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY Transfiguration Exercises What was inert . . . moves What was dead .... lives What was drab . . . radiates Galactic time has labored to produce This moment Exquisite The ancient saying that the isolated part Becomes whole Was spoken wisely Seed flows All forms glow Remain quiet . . . Pulsate In harmony PART III ♦ THE EXPERIENCE OF SEED-CELL ENERGY 73 The Tree Above-The Tree Below What is above is below What is without is within What is to come is in the past Tall . . . deep . . . tree . . . green . . . branching . . . leaf Root . . . above . . . below . . . thrusting . . . coiling Sky . . . earth . . . stem . . . root Leaf. . . green . . . sap Soil ... air Seed Soil . . . visible Hidden . . . breathing . . . sucking Bud . . . ooze . . . sun . . . damp Light . . . dark . . . bright . . . decay . . . laugh Tear . . . vein . . . rain . . . mud . . . branch . . . root The wood carvings await Within each uncut branch The carver s knife 74 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS «■ TIMOTHY LEARY Fourfold Representation Of The Mystery Before Heaven and Earth There was something nebulous Tranquil . . . effortless Permeating universally Revolving soundlessly Fusing It may be regarded as the Mother Of all organic forms Its name is not known nor its language But it is called Tao The ancient sages called it "great" The Great Tao Great means in harmony In harmony means tuned in Tuned in means going far Going far means returning To the harmony The Tao is great The coil of life is great PART III ♦ THE EXPERIENCE OF SEED-CELL ENERGY 15 The body is great The human is designed to be great There are in existence four great notes The human is made to be one thereof When you place yourself in harmony with your body The body tunes itself to the slow unfolding of life Life flows in harmony with the Tao All proceeds Naturally In tune 16 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY The Seed Light The seed light shines everywhere All forms derive life from it When bodies are created It does not take possession It clothes and feeds the ten thousand things And does not disturb their illusions Magical helix . . . smallest form Mother of all forms The living are born, flourish and disappear Without knowing their seed creator Helix of light In all nature it is true that the wiser The older and the greater Reside in the smaller PART III ♦ THE EXPERIENCE OF SEED-CELL ENERGY 77 This Is It The seed moves so slowly and serenely Moment to moment That it appears inactive The garden at sunrise breathing The quiet breath of twilight Moment to moment to moment When we are in tune with this blissful rhythm The ten thousand forms flourish Without effort It is all so simple Each next moment . . . This is it! 78 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Gate Of The Soft Mystery Valley of life Gate of the Soft Mystery Beginnings in the lowest place Gate of the Soft Mystery Gate of the Dark Woman Gate of the Soft Mystery Seed of all living Gate of the Soft Mystery Constantly enduring Gate of the Soft Mystery Enter Gently . . . PART III ♦ THE EXPERIENCE OF SEED-CELL ENERGY 19 The Lesson Of Seed The soft overcomes the hard The small overcomes the large The gentle survives the strong The invisible survives the visible Fish should be left in deep water Fire and iron kept under ground Seed should be left free To grow in the rhythm of life fHE EXPERIEnCE OF IlEVR^L EriER£Y HOMAGE TO THE EXTERNAL SENSES IV - 1 Seeing IV - 2 Hearing IV - 3 Touching IV - 4 Smelling IV - 5 Tasting PART IV + THE EXPERIENCE OF NEURAL ENERGY 83 Seeing Open naked eye Light . . . radiant . . . pulsating . . . "I've been blind all my life to this radiance" Retinal mandala Swamp mosaic of rods and cones Light rays hurtle into retina 186,000 miles per second Cross scope Retinal scripture The Blind I Recoils at glittering energy Impersonal, mocking Illusions of control "Too bright! Turn it offl Bring back the shadow world" The Seer Eye Vibrates to the trembling web of light Merges with the seen Merges with the scene Slides down optical whirlpool Through central needle point 84 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Hearing Sound waves, sound waves Uncover lotus membrane Trembling tattoo of Sympathetic vibrations Float along liquid canals Single piano note Meteor of delight Collides with quivering membrane Eternal note Spins slowly On vibrating thread Ear you are Sound waves PART IV + THE EXPERIENCE OF NEURAL ENERGY 85 Touching Extend your free Nerve endings Fine woven tendrils Feel my fingers' Soft landing on your creviced surface Send sense balloon drifting up Through miles of skin web Tissue atmosphere of Electric thrill contact Soar free through epidermal space on Shuddering fibres of breathless pleasure 86 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Smelling In the sensory landscape Of tangled odors Streaming belts of perfume Ecstatic breath Musk of glands Sexual allure Heaven scent Elixir of life PART IV ♦ THE EXPERIENCE OF NEURAL ENERGY 87 Tasting The thin sheath Covering the tongue Melts . . . Exploding taste buds Quivering tissue . . . Mouth flowers The EXPERlEncE of The chakms HOMAGE TO THE INTERNAL SENSES V - 1 The Root Chakra V - 2 The Sex Chakra V - 3 The Heart Chakra V - 4 The Throat Chakra V - 5 The Crown Chakra V - 6 Ascending Ladder of Chakras PARTY + THE EXPERIENCE OF THE CHAKRAS 91 The Root Chakra Can you float through the universe of your body and not lose your way? Can you dissolve softly? Decompose? Can you rest dormant seed-light buried in moist earth? Can you drift single-celled in soft tissue swamp? Can you sink into your dark fertile marsh? Can you spiral slowly down the great central river? 92 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Can you float through the universe of your body and not lose your way? Can you lie quietly engulfed in the slippery union of male and female? Warm wet dance of generation Endless ecstacies of lovers? Can you offer your stamen trembling in the meadow for the electric penetration of pollen writhe together on the river bank coil serpentine while birds sing? Become two cells merging? Slide together in molecular embrace? Can you, murmuring Lose all . . . Fusing PART V + THE EXPERIENCE OF THE CHAKRAS 93 Can you float through the universe of your body and not lose your way? Flow with fire-blood Through each tissued corridor? Can you let your heart pump down red tunnels stream into cell chambers? Can you center on this Heart-fire of love? Can you let your heart pulse for all love beat for all sorrow throb for all pain thud for all joy swell for all mankind? Can you let it flow With compassion For all life? 94 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEAKY The Throat Chakra Can you float through the universe of your body and not lose your way? Breathing Can you drift into free air? Rise on the trembling vibration of inhale and exhale? Can you ascend the fragile thread of breath into cloud-blue bliss? Can you spiral up through soft atmosphere Breathing Catch the moment between in-breath and out-breath Just there . . . Can you float beyond life and death Breathing PART V ♦ THE EXPERIENCE OF THE CHAKRAS 95 The Crown Chakra Can you float through the universe of your body and not lose your way ? Can you focus on the billion-celled diamond network Pull the sensory streams into your brain Create an incandescent solar flare A thousand-petalled Lotus of light? 96 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Ascending Ladder Of Chakras Drift along your body's soft swampland where warm mud sucks lazily Feel each cell in your body communicating in serpent-coiled rainbow orgasm Feel the sensuous rhythm of time pulsing life along the arterial network Bring the ethereal breath of life into the white rooms of your brain Radiate golden light out to the four corners of creation RE-EntRY: THE EXPERIEnCE OF The imPRinTED world HOMAGE TO THE SYMBOLIC MIND VI - 1 The Moment of Fullness VI - 2 How to Escape the Trap of Beauty & Goodness VI - 3 For God's Sake-Feel Good VI - 4 Re-Imprinting with Water As Element VI - 5 The Lesson of Water VI - 6 The Utility of Nothing VI - 7 The Innosense of the Sensual VI - 8 What the Brain Said to the Mind VI - 9 How to Recognize the Tao Imprint VI - 10 Illustration of a Tao Imprint VI - 11 Keep In Touch VI - 12 Use Your Knowledge of Nature's Law VI - 13 The Conscious Application of Strength VI - 14 Victory Celebration VI - 15 Along the Grain VI - 16 He Who Knows the Center Endures VI - 17 Walk Carefully When You Are Among . . . im*w^m^wm^w^tW&w& PART VI + RE-ENTRY: THE EXPERIENCE OF THE IMPRINTED WORLD 99 The Moment Of Fullness Grab hold tightly Let go lightly The full cup can take no more The candle burns down The taut bow must be loosed The razor edge cannot long endure Nor this moment re-lived So now . . . Grab hold tightly Now . . . Let go lightly 100 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS * TIMOTHY LEARY How To Escape The Trap Of Beauty And Goodness As you return Remember Choose beauty, so you define ugly Select good, so you create evil As you choose your joy, so you design your sorrow The coin you are now imprinting has two sides Better to return in the flow of theTao For indeed The opposites exist for you alone Beyond your heads and tails Dances the unity All sounds harmonize All games end in a tie Your God stands on the pitcher s mound nods to his catcher winds up and throws a shoulder-high fast ball Right into your Devil's glove PART VI ♦ RE-ENTRY: THE EXPERIENCE OF THE IMPRINTED WORLD 101 For God's Sake-Feel Good As you return Remember to choose consciously Power is the heavy stone wrenched from your garden of tenderness Virtue is the heavy stone crushing your innocence What can be learned From nature is Harmony Therefore Shun the social Cuddle the elemental Avoid angles, lie with the round Shun plastic, conspire with seed Do no good But for God's sake Feel good And Nature s order will prevail 102 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS * TIMOTHY LEARY Re-Imprinting With Water As Element Remember The flow of water Live at the natural level fluid Live close to earth fluid Live giving life fluid Live falling free fluid Live in the stream fluid PART VI ♦ RE-ENTRY: THE EXPERIENCE OF THE IMPRINTED WORLD 1 03 The Lesson Of Water What one values in the game is the play What one values in the form is the moment of forming What one values in the house is the moment of dwelling What one values in the heart is the beating What one values in the action is the timing Indeed Because you flow like water You can neither win nor lose 104 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY The Utility Of Nothing The Nothing at the center of the thirty-spoke wheel . . . The Nothing of the clay vase . . . The Nothing within the four walls . . . The goal of the game is to go beyond the game You lose your mind To use your head You lose your mind To use your head PART VI ♦ RE-ENTRY: THE EXPERIENCE OF THE IMPRINTED WORLD 105 The Innosense Of The Sensual Name the five colors- shadow the eye Name the eight notes- muffle the ear Name the five tastes- coat the tongue Naming stops the flow Win the game, lose the play Let innosense Direct your desire 106 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEAKY What The Brain Said To The Mind One to me is fame and shame One to me is loss and gain One to me is pleasure and pain Murmured the brain Looking down with compassionate curiosity As a beautiful woman idly Inspects a tiny blemish On her long smooth flank Looking down with compassionate curiosity At the small imprinted Chess board Of the mind's external game One to me is shame and fame . . . PART VI «■ RE-ENTRY: THE EXPERIENCE OF THE IMPRINTED WORLD 107 How To Recognize The Tao Imprint One who returns in the flow of Tao Brings back a mysterious penetration So subtle That it is misunderstood Hesitant like one who wades in a stream at winter Wary as a man in ambush Considerate as a welcome guest Fluid like a mountain stream Natural as uncarved wood Floating high like a gull Unfathomable like muddy water How can we fathom this muddiness? Water becomes clear through stillness How can we become still? By moving with the stream 108 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY Illustration Of A Tao Imprint He stands apart serene curiously observing He stands quietly looking forlorn like an infant who has not yet learned to know what to smile at He is a little sad for what he sees While others enjoy their possessions he lazily drifts, a homeless do-nothing, owning nothing Or he moves slowly close to the land While others are crisp and definite he seems indecisive He does not appear to be making his way in the world He is different A wise infant nursing at the breast Of all life Inside PART VI «■ P^E-ENTRY: THE EXPERIENCE OF THE IMPRINTED WORLD 109 The Tao flows everywhere Keep in touch Be at home Everywhere He who loses the contact Is alone Everywhere Keeping in touch with the Tao Is called Harmony 110 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY fQtf Use Your Knowledge Of Nature's Law Nature's way is to leave no residue All is absorbed Therefore we treasure the "least of men" All belongs All is salvaged Nothing is rejected This is called Stealing the Light . . . Nature's subtle secret PART VI ♦ RE-ENTRY: THE EXPERIENCE OF THE IMPRINTED WORLD 1 1 1 The Conscious Application Of Strength Force recoils But The time comes When there is nothing to do Except act consciously With courage U2 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS * TIMOTHY LEARY Victory Celebration Celebrate your victory with funeral rites for your slain illusions Wear some black at your wedding PART VI ♦ RE-ENTRY: THE EXPERIENCE OF THE IMPRINTED WORLD i 13 Along The Grain The Tao is nameless Like uncarved wood As soon as it is carved There are names Carve carefully Along the grain 114 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY He Who Knows The Center Endures Who knows the outside is clever Who knows the center endures Who masters others gains robot power Who comes to the center has flowering strength Faith of consciousness is freedom Hope of consciousness is strength Love of consciousness evokes the same in return Faith of seed frees Hope of seed flowers Love of seed grows PART VI «• RE-ENTRY: THE EXPERIENCE OF THE IMPRINTED WORLD 1 1 5 Walk Carefully When You Are Among . . "Holy men" and "Righteous deeds" Distract from the internal "Learned men" Distract from natural wisdom "Professional know-how" Addicts people to the contrived and external Be respectful and compassionate But walk carefully when you are among — learned men holy men doctors government officials reporters publishers professors religious leaders psychologists rich people social scientists women with beautiful faces artists and writers people who charge fees city men 116 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY movie makers people who want to help you people who want you to help them Christians and Jews For such as these, however well meaning Place you on their chessboard Addict you to their externals Distract you from The Tao within The lesson of the Tao is more likely to be found among — gardeners hermits eccentrics people who build their own homes children parents who learn from their children amateur musicians serene psychotics animals those who look at sunsets those who walk in the woods beautiful women cooks people who sit by the fire wanderers bakers of bread couples who have been in love for years smiling men with bad reputations poeius on The conDi/cT of lIfe WITH ROSEMARY WOODRUFF LEARY (1969) 1 Concerning Dosage and Capacity 2 The Perfect Paradox 3 Terra Story 4 This Design Has No Plan 5 What Now? ?s^0##0§^^k^^^k#^^s#mhk®: POEMS ON THE CONDUCT OF LIFE 119 Concerning Dosage And Capacity When I am Of highest capacity It flows through me When I am Of middling capacity I write poems about the flowing When I am Of low capacity The flow irritates me 120 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY The Perfect Paradox The perfect Contains The imperfect The great design Contains Deliberate flaw Error Is the architect Of evolution The complete life An infinite series Of timely accidents Each blundering moment A perfect part Of the perfected hole [Attention Readers: if you can detect the three mistakes in this poem you will win a black and white pony] POEMS ON THE CONDUCT OF LIFE 121 Terra Story From ancient times It has been known that A man and woman Are as rich As the broad land Through which They wander freely Sitting here In front of our flimsy Mountain cottage We see No wall No buildings No neighbors 122 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY This Design Has No Plan There is no pure white The Tao forever blending There is no perfect human The Tao forever bending Great space has no corners The Tao never ending Great music is faintly heard The Tao forever sending This design has no plan It's forever mending mending patching up giraffes making do mutants false starts bulging-eyed frogs goofs some catastrophic misfits smog The Timing's Off] Emergency Stopgap Measures Adapt Survive For God's Sake Don't Ask Me Why! Malthusian fuckups Darwinian losers not another Ice Age humus top soil shit There Goes My Paleolithic Garden! Listen sisters and brothers There's no shortage of anything . . . The Tao forever mending The Tao profusely lending Blending . . . bending . . . sending Forever ending Never ending POEMS ON THE CONDUCT OF LIFE 123 What Now? Out of Tao The One Is born Out of the One The Two Divide Out of the Two mated We created The Three It's fun to blend But where will it end And what will become Of our coming? Consider the mathematics Clicked the DNA computer Softly One = done Two = nothing new Three = variety When multiplied 10,000 forms are supplied With fins, feathers and all sorts of furry coverings 124 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY What is the name Of this inexhaustibly inventive game? We inquired as we Lay in each others' arms. Will it grow tired Will it grow tame As we excel In playing this game Always cooped up In a permeable cell? Is it time to re-enter The center? What now Great Tao? tSmL. , „ JSg* HomAGE to The awe-fvll seer. (1967) In** vs Wjzfoifiiy* '^S*^^^^**^^^^^*^*^^^^^, Leary in Millbrook, 1966. mm* HOMAGE TO THE AWE-FULL SEER 121 Homage to the Awe-full Seer At each beat in the Earth's rotating dance there is born " a momentary cluster of molecules possessing the transient ability to know-see-experience its own place in the evolutionary spiral. Such an organism, such an event senses exactly where he or she is in the billion-year-old ballet. They are able to trace back the history of the deoxyribonucleic thread of which they are both conductive element and current. They can experience the next moment in its million to the millionth meaning. Exactly that. Some divine seers are recognized for this unique capacity. Those that are recognized are called and killed by various names. Most of them are not recognized — they float through life like a snowflake kissing the earth. 128 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS * TIMOTHY LEARY No one ever hears them murmur "Ah there" At the moment of impact. Seers are aware of each other's existence the way each particle in the hurtling nuclear trapeze is aware of other particles. They move too fast to give names to themselves or each other. Such people can be described in terms no more precise or less foolish than the descriptive equations of nuclear physics. They have no more or less meaning in the cultural games of life than electrons have in the game of chess. They are present but cannot be perceived or categorized. They exist at a level beyond the black and white squares of the game board. The function of " " is to teach. Take an apple and slice it down the middle. A thin red circle surrounds the gleaming white meat. In the center is a dark seed whose function is beyond any of your games. If you knew how to listen the seed would hum you a seed-song. HOMAGE TO THE AWE-FULL SEER 129 The divine incarnates teach like a snowflake caught in the hand teaches. Once you speak the message you haye lost it. Once you know the message you no longer have it. The seed becomes a dried pit, the snowflake a film of water on your hand. Wise seers are continually exploding in beautiful dance. Like a speckled fish dying in your hand as its eye looks at you unblinking. Like the virus fragmenting divine beauty in the grasp of tissue. Now and then the " " sings words beyond rational comprehension. The message is always the same though the sounds, the scratched rhumba of inkmarks is always different. It's like Einstein's equation felt as orgasm. The serpent unwinds up the spine, mushrooms like a lotus sunflare in the skull. If I tell you that the apple seed message hums the drone of a Hindu flute will that stop the drone? 130 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY The secret of " " must always be secret. Divine sage recognized, message lost. Snowflake caught, pattern changed. They dance out the pattern without being recognized. Caught in the act, they melt in your hand. The message then contained in a drop of water involves another chase for the infinite. The sign of " "is change and anonymity. As soon as you try to glorify sanctify, worship, deify the seer you have killed him. Thus the Pharisees performed a merry, holy ballet. All praise to them! It is the Christians who kill Christ. As soon as you invent a symbol give " "a name you assassinate the process to serve your own ends. To speak the name of Buddha Christ HOMAGE TO THE AWE-FULL SEER 13 1 Lao Tse — except as a sudden ecstatic breath — is to murder the living God fix him with your preservative razor him onto a microscope slide sell him for profit in your biological supply house. The seers have no function but they produce in others the ecstatic gasp the uncontrollable visionary laugh. Too much! So what! Why not! The stark stare of wonder. Awful! Awe-full! nofES PART I I - 1 Adapted fromTao Chapter 17. Elsewhere titled: "Rulers" in The Wisdom of Lao Tse, edited by Lin Yu tang, Modern Library, New York, 1948; "The Unadulterated Influence" in The Texts of Taoism, translated by James Legge, Dover, New York, 1962. (Hereafter, the initials LYT designate LinYutang and the initials JL designate James Legge.) I - 2 Adapted fromTao Chapter 18. Elsewhere titled: "The Decline of Tao," LYT; "The Decay of Manners," JL. 1-3 Adapted fromTao Chapter 35. Elsewhere titled: "The Peace of Tao," LYT; "The Attribute of Benevolence," JL. I - 4 Adapted fromTao Chapter 19. Elsewhere titled: "Realize the Simple Self," LYT; "Returning to the Unadulerated Influence," JL. I - 5 Adapted fromTao Chapter 23. Elsewhere titled: "The Dregs and Tumors of Virtue," LYT; "Painful Graciousness," JL. PART II II - 1 Adapted fromTao Chapter 1. Elsewhere titled: "On the Absolute Tao," LYT; "Embodying the Tao," JL. II - 2 Adapted fromTao Chapter 4. Elsewhere titled: "The Character of Tao," LYT; "The Fountainless,"JL. II - 3 Adapted fromTao Chapter 5. Elsewhere titled: "Nature," LYT; "The Use of Emptiness," JL. II - 4 Adapted fromTao Chapter 26. Elsewhere titled: "Heaviness and Lightness," LYT; "The Quality of Gravity," JL. II - 5 Adapted fromTao Chapter 7. Elsewhere titled: "Living for Others," LYT; "Sheathing the Light," JL. 134 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY II - 6 Adapted fromTao Chapter 14. Elsewhere titled: "Prehistoric Origins," LYT; "The Manifestation of the Mystery," JL. II - 7 Adapted fromTao Chapter 29. Elsewhere titled: "Warning Against Interference," LYT; "Taking No Action," JL. II-8 Adapted fromTao Chapter 5. Elsewhere titled: "Nature," LYT; "The Use of Emptiness," JL. II-9 Adapted fromTao Chapter 36. Elsewhere titled: "The Rhythm of Life," LYT; "Minimizing the Light," JL. PART III III - 1 Adapted fromTao Chapter 14. Elsewhere titled: "Prehistoric Origins," LYT; "The Manifestation of the Mystery," JL. Ill - 2 Adapted fromTao Chapter 14. Elsewhere titled: "Prehistoric Origins," LYT; "The Manifestation of the Mystery," JL. Ill - 3 Adapted fromTao Chapter 15. Elsewhere titled: "The Wise Ones of Old," LYT; "The Exhibition of the Qualities of theTao,"JL. Ill - 4 Adapted fromTao Chapter 16. Elsewhere titled: "Knowing the Eternal Law," LYT; "Returning to the Root," JL. Ill - 5 Adapted fromTao Chapter 21. Elsewhere titled: "Manifestations of Tao," LYT; "The Empty Heart, or theTao In its Operation," JL. Ill - 6 Adapted fromTao Chapter 22. Elsewhere titled: "Futility of Contention," LYT; "Returning to Simplicity," JL. Ill - 7 Adapted fromTao Chapter 28. Elsewhere titled: "Keeping to the Female," LYT; "Returning to Simplicity," JL. Ill - 8 Adapted fromTao Chapter 25. Elsewhere titled: "The Four Eternal Models," LYT; "Representations of the Mystery," JL. Ill - 9 Adapted fromTao Chapter 34. Elsewhere titled: "The Great Tao Flows Everywhere," LYT; "The Task of Achievement," JL. NOTES 135 111-10 Adapted from Tao Chapter 37. Elsewhere titled: "World Peace," LYT; "The Exercise of Government," JL. Ill— 1 1 Adapted from Tao Chapter 6. Elsewhere titled: "The Spirit of the Valley," LYT; "The Completion of Material Forms," JL. 111-12 Adapted from Tao Chapter 36. Elsewhere titled: "The Rhythm of Life," LYT; "Minimizing the Light," JL. PART IV IV 1-5 Adapted from Tao Chapter 12. Elsewhere titled: "The Senses," LYT; "The Repression of the Desires," JL. PARTV V 1-6 Adapted from Tao Chapter 10. Elsewhere titled: "Embracing the One," LYT; "Possibilities Through the Tao," JL. PART VI VI - 1 Adapted from Tao Chapter 9. Elsewhere titled: "The Danger of Overweening Success," LYT; "Fullness and Complacency Contrary to the Tao," JL. VI - 2 Adapted from Tao Chapter 2. Elsewhere titled: "The Rise of Relative Opposites," LYT; "The Nourishment of the Person," JL. VI - 3 Adapted from Tao Chapter 3. Elsewhere titled: "Action Without Deeds," LYT; "Keeping the People at Rest," JL. VI - 4 Adapted from Tao Chapter 8. Elsewhere titled: "Water," LYT; "The Placid and Contented Nature," JL. VI - 5 Adapted from Tao Chapter 8. Elsewhere titled: "Water," LYT; "The Placid and Contented Nature," JL. VI - 6 Adapted from Tao Chapter 1. Elsewhere titled: "The Utility of Not- being," LYT; "The Use ofWhat Has No Substantive Existence," JL. 136 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS + TIMOTHY LEARY VI - 7 Adapted fromTao Chapter 12. Elsewhere titled: "The Senses," LYT; "The Repression of the Desires," JL. VI - 8 Adapted fromTao Chapter 13. Elsewhere titled: "Praise and Blame," LYT; "Loathing Shame," JL. VI - 9 Adapted fromTao Chapter 15. Elsewhere titled: "The Wise Ones of Old," LYT; "The Exhibition of the Qualities of theTao,"JL. VI-10 Adapted fromTao Chapter 20. Elsewhere titled: "The World and I," LYT; "Being Different from Ordinary Men,"JL. VI-11 Adapted fromTao Chapter 23. Elsewhere titled: "Identification with Tao,"LYT; "Absolute Vacancy," JL. VI-12 Adapted fromTao Chapter 27. Elsewhere titled: "On Stealing the Light," LYT; "Dexterity in Using Tao,"JL. VI- 13 Adapted from Tao Chapter 30. Elsewhere titled "Warning Against the Use of Force," LYT; "A Caveat Against War," JL. VI-14 Adapted fromTao Chapter 31. Elsewhere titled: "Weapons of Evil," LYT; "Stilling War,"JL. VI-15 Adapted fromTao Chapter 32. Elsewhere titled: "Tao Is Like the Sea," LYT; "TheTaoWithNoName,"JL. VI-16 Adapted fromTao chapter 33. Elsewhere titled: "Knowing Oneself," LYT; "Discriminating Between Attributes," JL. VI-17 Adapted fromTao Chapter 19. Elsewhere titled: "Realize the Simple Self," LYT; "Returning to the Unadulterated Influence," JL. NOTES 137 POEMS ON THE CONDUCT OF LIFE 1-5 Adapted fromTao Chapters 41-45. HOMAGE TO THE AWE-FULL SEER A tribute to Lao Tse. mm #&*&##♦ i m Chinese ideograms for Tao Te Ching. IIIDEX ACCORDiriG TO THE ORDER OF THE TAO TE CHiriG TAO CHAPTER PSYCHEDELIC PRAYER TITLE 1 II -1 That Which Is Called theTao Is Not theTao 2 VI -2 How to Escape the Trap of Beauty and Goodness 3 VI -3 For God's Sake— Feel Good 4 II -2 Ethereal Pool Without Source 5 II -3 Jewelled Indifference II -8 Hold Fast to the Void 6 III- 11 Gate of the Soft Mystery 7 II -5 Sheathing the Self 8 VI -4 Re-imprinting with Water as Element VI -5 The Lesson ofWater 9 VI -1 The Moment of Fullness 10 V-l The Root Chakra V-2 The Sex Chakra V-3 The Heart Chakra V-4 The Throat Chakra V-5 The Crown Chakra V-6 Ascending Ladder of Chakras 11 VI -6 The Utility of Nothing 12 IV -1 Seeing IV -2 Hearing IV -3 Touching IV -4 Smelling *##«#* ^^H^NNNNN^N^NI 140 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS ♦ TIMOTHY LEARY IV -5 Tasting VI -7 The Innosense of the Sensual 13 VI -8 What the Brain Said to the Mind 14 II -6 Manifestation of the Mystery III - 1 The Serpent Coil of DNA III -2 Prehistoric Origins of DNA 15 III -3 Clear Water VI -9 How to Recognize the Tao Imprint 16 III -4 Returning to the Source-Repose 17 1-1 The Guide 18 1-2 When the Harmony Is Lost 19 1-4 Let There Be Simple Natural Things VI -17 Walk Carefully When You Are Among. . . 20 VI -10 Illustration of a Tao Imprint 21 III -5 Lao Tse's Mind Becomes Preoccupied 22 III -6 Transfiguration Exercises 23 1-5 All Things Pass VI -11 Keep In Touch 24 1-6 The Message of Posture 25 III -8 Fourfold Representation of the Mystery 26 II -4 Falling Free 27 VI- 12 Use Your Knowledge of Nature's Law 28 III -7 The Tree Above-The Tree Below 29 II -7 Please Do Not Clutch at the Gossamer Web 30 VI- 13 The Conscious Application of Strength 31 VI -14 Victory Celebration 32 VI -15 Along the Grain INDEX ACCORDING TO THE TAO TE CHING 141 33 VI -16 He Who Knows the Center Endures 34 III -9 The Seed Light 35 1-3 Life Seed Death 36 III - 12 The Lesson of Seed II -9 Take In— Let Go 37 III - 10 This Is It 41-45 1-5 Poems on the Conduct of Life 142 PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS «► TIMOTHY LEARY Ronin Books for Independent Minds PSYCHEDELIC PRAYERS Timothy Leary 0-914171-84-4 $12.95 Guide to Transcendental experience based on the Tao Te Ching HIGH PRIEST Timothy Leary 0-914171-80-1 19.95 Acid trips with Huxley, Ginsburg, Burroughs, Ram Dass, Houston Smith, etc CHAOS AND CYBER CULTURE Leary 0-914171-77-1 19.95 Cyberpunk manifesto on designing chaos and fashioning personal disorders POLITICS OF ECSTASY Timothy Leary 0-91417 1-33-X 16.95 Leary classic psychedelic writings that sparked the 60's revolution PSYCHEDELICS ENCYCLOPEDIA Stafford 0-914171-5 1-8 29.95 Fascinating historical reference - from LSD to designer mind enhancers. 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